wow. so it's been a good two years since ive updated this thing. i was reading old posts the other day. and everything is different now..soo i thought i'd do a litttle update just for the helll of it =] well ill pick up from where i left off which was junior year... well towards the end of junior year me and vanessa started dating these two guys..austin and nick..which led us into the summer..we thought we had it all..well i did at leaste. me and my best friend were dating two best friends.we were unseparateable. the summer of 06 was probably the best one.it'll always be close to my heart. we hung out with two other couples..andrew and cole & emily and jordan. me and cole became closer then towards school startin me and emily got close. when senior year started it all went down hill. me and austin had our first "split"...everyone did..and my best friend was pregnant.she always thought it's be me lol but nope!i went w her to every doctorts appointment and stayed w her all the time.i was her best friend..she had a beautiful baby girl that i was also apart of..the birth=] i felt like a second mom haha. senior year was the hardest year i think. i went thru alot emotionally but i didnt let it get the best of me. i had an absolute blast. bball was good but not as good =[ so of course that sucked lol. me and emily became alot closer as well. for prom i wound up taking sawyer.which if you've read my last posts you'd prob think wow they actually made up. and yes, we did. i love that kid still to death.he's a mess...i finally graduated. never thought that day would come lol the summer of 07 was amazing as well.i got an office job which i absolutely loved. and became alot closer w cail and sarah. that summer me and emily drifted..me and vanessa did too a little but well we were best friends so it didnt stop us from having our friendship..until she decided to move out with someone else..now that out our friendship on hold until january.so anyways. i got closer to alot of people when kyle and ty moved out. man their place was like my second home.i always had so much fun there. i wound up going to motlow.yay.. when 08 started me and vanessa talked again and got things back on track..a few weeks after my bday we actaually moved out together.i was so happy.living w a baby was crazy lol but she was like mine so it didnt bother me. then me and zach started talking =] a little after we moved out i wound up going back home.i had lost my best friend for good.the one i could never live without did a really shitty thing..so i left... now im in my 2nd year of college and going to be a teacherr.everything has fallen in place.i have two jobs and full time student.me and zach are going on 7 months and i love him. ive grown up alot..got over a guy and living without my best friend...which is the hardest thing ive ever done in my entire life.im still not ok without her but im making it.. well this wasnt the kind of update i thought it would be but oh well take care.. | 
im jus lazy..